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2002_2020
03:24
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IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO CHANGE FROM
YOU WILL CHANGE INTO SOMETHING YOU
ALWAYS HAD
ITS ONLY GROWTH
New chapters. Starting from ground zero- heroes I have none. My heroes have always been cowboys- those are really Willie’s. but they will become mine.
Ventured the roads, the provinces in a daze. Some interesting signs do I remember?
“Prison area. Do not pick up hitchhikers,” seen driving through Michigan.
Northern Ontario was nice although the trees were but skeletons, barren. Saskatchewan was yellow. Manitoba I don’t remember. I was sick the whole time, still am- with ‘mild’ bronchitis. altitude to make you dizzy-less oxygen, 2hr change, lack of sleep, hacking up my lungs. My eyes all red, as with my yellow nose inside. As the yellow on the outside.
Time is slow. Of course I haven’t really been doing much. Staying in. Zoning out.
Soul searching. Again never been found. Finding that there is this terrible urge to purge my abilities but I swallow my pride in place of spitting out only instabilities. It’s a pity really- how dreams can’t even be dreamt before they are wasted. This is no way for life to be tasted. Shedding isn’t easy when it’s all in your head- when the process would basically leave you as dead when every inch of you needs to be shed, the depths that is only in head. Instead of ably communicated.
What were some of those thoughts I had? Of the things I didn’t understand…
Making judgment on something/one when being so far removed from it, may as well be saying ‘I am better’. This is the argument. –By also being that ‘politically ‘correct’ person. That is afraid to even speak –b/c they are too polite, and themselves afraid of judgment?
leavin’ on a jet plane… don’t know when I’ll be back again
And the clouds are racing- got an overhead view. I’ve done this before but it’s all still new. Quilted landscape
-I could sleep like a baby
Remember when I thought the plane would stand still. Float above hovering in the(and)over the clouds- resting during the long ride. There had seemed to be no motion or movement simply smooth. Now the white is too blinding.
And we will meet again
Over- beats’n’rhymes + sunshine
“ “ “ “
Fire/Five and ten and then move/more rounds
The pace at which these words hit the page may momentarily be delayed in relation to the words being relayed in my brain.
-It’s not so much a strain as it is a sprain on my wrist twisting it out –like I’m diggin’- from a tunnel- syndroming my dome. - The place that my intellectual instinct calls home.
-Base to which words are laced like arsenic (killing you upon impact)
X-quick to kill the poison--- through intoxication--- that tries to shatter your confidence.
---Quick >as a blight- to intoxicate
Lethally unknown fates that is so easily undone in their creation. Since the day I was born I’ve been wondering/wandering with my eyes closed > in reflection- mourning death before living before giving myself a chance
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Privacy Pirates
03:27
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Privacy
What does it mean?
In this age where we give information away
Only to complain we are the targets
Of big corporations
While we civil's cooperating
If you got a problem
Better get off the grid
Otherwise you compliant
At all the info you give
By a click clack patty wack
Give the dog a bone
The virtual world is now a home
Parents don't need to clean out your rooms
When they empty nesting
Just got folders in nests on these teletron
Wires connected but don't know wave work
Conspiracy theories is just play work
Life ain't no conspired game
We all got game
It is what it is
When it comes or when it came
We all got ideas to make the world a better place
Not sure if this is the answer
Or even a safe place
But now we all just open books
Can't just close the page
If you not aware
You not living in this age.
The days of private smarts
Determines how well you age
In this world, a matrix we can't escape
I'm glad to be at the dawn of this age
Rather than the future
Of further being displaced
I can only hope power comes through the youth
For a better movement of unity and truth.
Never a way round this
Never a way out this
We in it for life
This is life
Virtualized
Monitors my lows and my highs
And I'll keep adapting and abiding
With the flow
And all of y'alls vibe
Get used to the hot and cool meditations mediations
Of the way we be communicating
this day and age
Prophet-size A future life
Not just mine
It's yours it's ours
The world is yours.
Go on and take it.
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LOVED
03:28
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Listen up
All the lovely ones
Don't misconstrue when they say I love you babe
Love has to go both ways
Gotta respect and leave when you don't feel the same
They could be hiding waiting to show up at yo grave
But there's a love that runs deeper
You show up everyday
Watch out for when you talk about things you hate
It's a strong word when you might just despise the gaze
Or the disguises people make
That ain't love
Less you show them the truth wave
Air waves just sound But you gotta be able to comprehend
The soul wave and the movement you were born upon
Don't let anything or anyone else get you down
Just rise up with the people that been around solid round after round
Momma said knock em down
But Imma raise up the other people on the ground
That started from where love comes from
The top of the dome all the way through dem knowns
Call it a sensation or sensational vibrations
Talk about energy and the energy you be giving
I ain't on that spaced out holistic shit
But I know when I feel the good vibrations
Reverberate off your sound system
Let it ride the peace when it heal your meditation
I let karma just be my life
Ain't gotta study like them phoney whites
That gotta appropriate a style of living
For the nearest thing that the world be trending
We come from the earth
Cause that's where we were birthed
Call it a rebirth of cool
Or call it jazzmatazz attack
My childhood I been called a spazz
But I mellowed hard
And now we soft as noble peace prize winning jello
Hello.
Can you hear me
We gotta mellow the world
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buddha buddha buddha
How much do we owe to those that came before
Maybe our saviours in the night
Saints and sinners
Fighting the plight
So we can take flight
I ohmmm
We are successors of a greater line
Everything we hear
Everything we've heard
Everything we've been taught
To come up without our own formulations
Of what's right from wrong
To live longer
Than the plague when end of life
Was in your thristays
Now wee thirsty for more life
Building upon systems that will keep us alive
The science behind
Our sim
Our minds that fantasize
About a takeover
More complex than the humans of mankind
Built by humans with a robust mind
Together through generations
Of knowledge and existence
Test and patience
Moving us farther
Moving us further
than the layman will try to undermine
Mind ya own business
If you not stepping in line
with this wave of the future
We all robots inside
Built upon schedules k-9
Obedience or hedonists
We're all programmed for one thing
That's life.
Until the demise
Until the demise of human kind
Until the electric women comes to save us
From our minds
I wait to sing
I sing thee electric.
I Ohm
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RIP
02:56
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Rest in power.
Rest in peace.
Every year we got legacy legends dropping like flies
Like the way time fly's when you ain't in the limelight
We wait to worship when they gone
Fail to recognize all the time that's gone on
And this year of clarity ain't no different
Than the back or the front
Death and dying fails the mark
To catch a grip on the hearts
Of people who feel the loss
And the mourning each morning we wake up
To hear another story of someone who's passed
Mourning into anger
Anger into grief
How hard it hit
Unless you were able to meet?
You hear the stories
And they get passed down
That's how legacy legends
Live on now
The light you give to those you cherish most
Lives on through time because you able to boast
No more being humble but time to give them praise
The way we should've could've before they were taken away
These days are so sensitive to loss
Because we in times that seem like a lost cause
But it's because we call out to remember
We ain't alone in the tears shedding
All over the world or the globe
Everyone is a star though we may not know their name
They in our hearts
We are all born the same
But go out in different ways
This is a love note
To value each moment
Before it fleets into regression over depression
Take a moment to breathe
Take a moment to pause
Take a moment to grieve
Cause not all life is lost.
We live on.
There will always be at least one
Who remembers you though you gone.
Because that's the impact of a life lost.
Something to gain
In memory and pain
There is always at least one
Impacted from
The life you led
As you rest your head.
Rest in peace
Rest in power
We gotta have each other
In these hours.
Before it's too late
And our Loved ones gone
Love lives on
Through song
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Black Ma[H]
02:43
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Black Is Back
(1992)
black is back
ready to roll heads again
make you think, that is
about what life's about
he died you know
he's back from his conference
with god and the devil
they're at peace
after all this time
they've finally made it known
to someone- that's me
that they agree to differ
so let's not talk about
good and evil- that's outdated now
it's just difference that exists
it's just different
it's bad to dwell on good and evil
cause that just creates war
let's have peace for a change
let's be different
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(1993)
let's be a christian for awhile
where do muslim's go?
Where do buddhists go?
Where do jews go?
Where do hindu's go?
All to hell?
A little unfair isn't it?
And where will I go?
the questioner?
I use to say I was christian
But I out grew that
Now I just question
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(1993)
Only I have the power
To take myself places
That I've never been to
That I've never seen
It is I that has control
Over my own actions
Over my destiny
Over my time
And I do not yet choose
To follow in the larger footsteps of another
Because I want to keep control
Over myself
I want to see the different footsteps
And I want to have them guide me
So that I may see where they go
And then I shall look back on my own
(1992)
black is back
ready to roll heads again
make you think, that is
about what life's about
he died you know
he's back from his conference
with god and the devil
they're at peace
after all this time
they've finally made it known
to someone- that's me
that they agree to differ
so let's not talk about
good and evil- that's outdated now
it's just difference that exists
it's just different
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Definitions
03:18
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-the trip is almost over- did it not just begin? No one understands it, but it does seem sooner than expected. Like-wha-din’ you just leave? I’ve been in this city as though it were just any, in a way. No crazy ventures. Sights to see, just going about. Of course night would be a more crazy go about if there were someone else here to experience it with me no rest right. But I haven’t found any answers. Is it that I need a question?
Magic eight ball- change my life.
This city is not skinny.
. Rising early mornings- although it is SO dreaded + can be a crab maker. Not to do my serious tasks but to dilly-dally with good people. Those moments of kookiness are silly and excitability. Of course that only lasts until you really need to pass out.
To do: Must find something.
If deep inside I stopped wishing I were a gem that popped out and always shone. Wishing I’d astound, wish those petty dreams were gone.
Things that are always dreamt
Rather than just done
Thoroughly all the way through…
Knowing to be the best if put to the test.
Fireworks & Bubbles- perfect, go by instinct + sense.]
- It sounds like rain but it’s the tree leaves rustling.
- The sound itself is refreshing.
I don’t know lives in the world and it scares me < the world. [Pic1+2: Earth+Man]
Arriere- pensee [Fr. Back-thought]
-A mental reservation; ulterior motive
Ulterior
1. Lying beyond or on the farther side
2. Later, subsequent, or future
3. Further; more remote; esp. beyond what is expressed, implied, or evident; undisclosed [an ulterior motive]
Indelible
1. That cannot be erased, blotted out, eliminated, etc.; permanent, lasting
2. Leaving an indelible mark [indelible ink]
Incrassate
-To make or become thick or thicker, esp. in consistency- adj. Biol. Thickened, swollen
BIEB n. [echoic: to represent the sound produced in forming a bubble with the lips]
1. A small swelling under the skin; a blister or a vesicle
2. An air bubble, as in water or glass
Bleeding Heart
2. A person regarded as too sentimental or too liberal in dealing with social problems.
BLIGHT [Pic0: Star]
n. 3. Anything that destroys, prevents (a) growth, or causes devaluation [slums are a blight on a city]
4.A person or thing that withers someone’s hopes or ambitions
5.The condition or result of being blighted
vt. 1. To cause BLIGHT, in or on; wither
3. To Destroy
4. To disappoint or frustrate
vi. – To suffer blight-
Blitz (n) 2a) Sudden, overwhelming attack
b) A concentrated effort, intensive campaign, etc.
vt- 1. Starving a gay, cheerful disposition, carefree
Blithering
-Talking without sense; jabbering
Then gracefully: stepped 2 times out of line >they say- I danced.
Moved like I was the rhythm.
That beat out the balance X like a Monk- eye Stance.
Then:
Everything else faded.
I was no longer jaded
By the bullshit that the >certain inhabitants of this world like to spread.
Thin lines between our eyes
[Pic1: Horse and Saloon]
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8. |
Trust Yourself
03:00
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There are good days
There are bad days
Every human has them
Sometimes you just gotta work through them
Becomes harder when you been in-doctrined by a system
That says don't bother we'll do it for you
Mental illness says you ain't a part of the regular system
They poke fun and throw jokes
Like you dumb or something
But you still gotta be able to overcome it
Your own battles whether it be ptsd or some other symptom
That takes only one person at firstly
It takes you
You to find out what enables you
To beat the injustice of the justice system
Stand for your rights
Recognize your plight
And number one if you can
If you got someone
Talk it out and categorize
For the sanity of your own mind
The world ain't right
there's a lot of things wrong
But like they say
You aren't alone
Trust this
Build trust
Rather than spreading distrust
And involving innocent people
Build peace that overcomes
Any anger or hate that rises up
From your own feelings that you were somehow wronged
Left alone
Sounds easier than it actually Is to get it done
But you yourself
Gotta find out what's right and wrong
For yourself, you're number one
Forget the haters or the naysayers
That ain't got you
there honestly may be something wrong with your behaviour
Sometimes you can't even trust the ones
that say they are there for you
Mental incarceration
Is a mind fuck
Don't use it as a crutch
that got built from the outside
On into the deep side of the recesses of your mind.
Let it go Let the trauma go
No matter how long it takes you
Focus that your life is now not back when or what's to come
Trust the process
That Belongs to you and that change
Comes from changing
Your own mindset
About the world around you
People get stuck
And I know it ain't easy
But this is just my lesson
I had to learn the hard way
Gotta be deter-minded
To know who you are
How you identify it
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