-the trip is almost over- did it not just begin? No one understands it, but it does seem sooner than expected. Like-wha-din’ you just leave? I’ve been in this city as though it were just any, in a way. No crazy ventures. Sights to see, just going about. Of course night would be a more crazy go about if there were someone else here to experience it with me no rest right. But I haven’t found any answers. Is it that I need a question?
Magic eight ball- change my life.

This city is not skinny.

. Rising early mornings- although it is SO dreaded + can be a crab maker. Not to do my serious tasks but to dilly-dally with good people. Those moments of kookiness are silly and excitability. Of course that only lasts until you really need to pass out.

To do: Must find something.

If deep inside I stopped wishing I were a gem that popped out and always shone. Wishing I’d astound, wish those petty dreams were gone.


Things that are always dreamt
Rather than just done
Thoroughly all the way through…

Knowing to be the best if put to the test.
Fireworks & Bubbles- perfect, go by instinct + sense.]
- It sounds like rain but it’s the tree leaves rustling.
- The sound itself is refreshing.

I don’t know lives in the world and it scares me < the world. [Pic1+2: Earth+Man]

Arriere- pensee [Fr. Back-thought]
-A mental reservation; ulterior motive

Ulterior
1. Lying beyond or on the farther side
2. Later, subsequent, or future
3. Further; more remote; esp. beyond what is expressed, implied, or evident; undisclosed [an ulterior motive]

Indelible
1. That cannot be erased, blotted out, eliminated, etc.; permanent, lasting
2. Leaving an indelible mark [indelible ink]

Incrassate
-To make or become thick or thicker, esp. in consistency- adj. Biol. Thickened, swollen

BIEB n. [echoic: to represent the sound produced in forming a bubble with the lips]
1. A small swelling under the skin; a blister or a vesicle
2. An air bubble, as in water or glass

Bleeding Heart
2. A person regarded as too sentimental or too liberal in dealing with social problems.

BLIGHT [Pic0: Star]
n. 3. Anything that destroys, prevents (a) growth, or causes devaluation [slums are a blight on a city]
4.A person or thing that withers someone’s hopes or ambitions
5.The condition or result of being blighted
vt. 1. To cause BLIGHT, in or on; wither
3. To Destroy
4. To disappoint or frustrate
vi. – To suffer blight-

Blitz (n) 2a) Sudden, overwhelming attack
b) A concentrated effort, intensive campaign, etc.
vt- 1. Starving a gay, cheerful disposition, carefree
Blithering
-Talking without sense; jabbering
Then gracefully: stepped 2 times out of line >they say- I danced.
Moved like I was the rhythm.
That beat out the balance X like a Monk- eye Stance.

Then:

Everything else faded.
I was no longer jaded
By the bullshit that the >certain inhabitants of this world like to spread.
Thin lines between our eyes

[Pic1: Horse and Saloon]